20 lessons I learnt this summer

It’s been a while. I really fell out of the swing of things but hopefully, I can get myself back on track and get back into this blog because I adore everything about it so here I am, back again!

So, last month I turned 20. I am not happy with this as it makes me a real adult and I am not emotionally prepared for that level of responsibility but hey-ho. But it did get me thinking about all the lessons I have learnt over the summer that I will take into my 20s with me and never forget.

  1. That there is nothing in this world that’s worth losing your best friend over. (Just stop being a dick).
  2. That if you talk about your best friend too much at family functions your aunties will start a conspiracy about your sexuality.
  3. Sometimes you can meet someone at the wrong time and then again at the right time. I recently started talking to an old friend and I think it’s fair to say that we weren’t that great the first time around but now seeing how much we’ve both grown and matured shows that sometimes you just gotta wait and find each other again.
  4. That it’s ok to slow down and take some time off to just sit and do nothing for a while.
  5. That the unplanned nights out are lethal and will write you off for at least a week.
  6. Just because you CAN drink for 24 hours doesn’t mean that you should.
  7. Sometimes you just have to say “fuck it” and take a risk or make a plan you’re too scared to make. I am going to see Dear Evan Hansen in London next year because we finally said “fuck it” and booked it.
  8. I learnt that you can’t help everyone. This one is really hard for me as I love to help people or try and fix all their problems but sometimes that’s just not possible and it’s sad but that’s just life.
  9. That you can’t let the past define your present or your future, you can’t spend life looking back over your shoulder because you’ll just miss out on the better and bigger things that are waiting for you.
  10. That it’s never too late to get to know someone, there’s always something new.
  11. That going off the rails is not a healthy coping mechanism, also is there a science behind why wine hangovers are so much worse than normal hangovers.
  12. That honesty is always the best policy whether that be in your job, to yourself or anyone in your life.
  13. That you can’t always be liked by people. Some people are just too different and that’s fine and not everyone is going to like you or your personality.
  14. That getting the help you need is so important and knowing when you need help is so important. There is no shame in admitting that you are struggling.
  15. You have to give as much as you get in this life.
  16. Support your friends and their dreams until the very end! 
  17. Olives aren’t that bad and at the grand old age of 20, I need to start trying new food because I don’t think you can survive off of crisp sandwiches.
  18. That you don’t always have to get blackout drunk on a night out, you can go home before 6 am and still have a good night!
  19. A night out with my cousins is probably the most fun! Irish dancing and shots till 1 am and then lying to your aunties about how much you drank in the morning even though you are all adults!
  20. Get more pictures. I got a disposable camera for my 20th and take a million and one photos on nights out. There’s just something about going back through them and cringing, crying or laughing at them all.

What are somethings that you’ve learnt this summer? I would love to read them in the comments! Thank you for being so patient whilst I took some time off but I’m back into this and have a lot more posts planned out. I hope you’ve all had an amazing summer and that 2019 continues being your best year!


Summer 2019

Hi everyone,
I am so sorry about the lack of posts recently, recently I’ve been going through a bit of a slump mentally and with my writing, but I am back! I cannot wait to get back into posting and talking to you guys!
So as most of you know from my previous blog “I can’t wait for summer” Summer is my favourite time of the year and now that it’s officially summer I thought I would talk to you about my plans for summer 2019. I started my summer by getting my nose pierced and dying my hair bright yellow which is the peak of readiness for me.
So this summer I turn 20 which means other than crying over the fact that I’ll be a “real” adult I will be having a party and by party I mean a small group of us are going to sit in and drink gin and cheap wine like the true introverts we are. I spent May going out a lot more which has led to a few questionable decisions like walking home at 6:30 am, rocking up back home at 9 am and drinking a full bottle of wine in the space of an hour and spending the next day with my head in the toilet. I have learnt that the nights out that you don’t plan are the ones that end up being the best ones and the ones where you end up in the worst states! But here’s to many more of these nights and the lack of memories that come with them!
I will also be travelling to Edinburgh and Dunbar to visit my family, whilst there I will be going to enjoy the Edinburgh Festival, this is something I have been doing for years since my family live there, it’s always a really interesting time walking around and checking out the street artists and supporting local businesses, this year I will be going to my first show at the festival which should be amazing! If you ever have the chance to go to the festival you really should as it’s such an amazing experience and Edinburgh is so beautiful. The Edinburgh Dungeons is a personal favourite of mine and something everyone should do as it’s hilarious especially if you take someone who is quite jumpy.
I am also hopefully going to be doing a bit of travelling with my friends, this isn’t something I have ever done before, the last time I went abroad was when I was still in high school which was about 5 years ago so this is something I am 100% looking forward to. Thailand is somewhere that I would absolutely love to go, a lot of my family have lived there and travelled there so I’m hopefully going out there this year! Is there anywhere specific we should look into going to? Would love to hear about your travels and your stories! This summer I am really wanting to step out of my comfort zone and try new things and see new places without worrying.
Apologies again for the late upload, I will be posting regularly again from now on. As always, make this year your best one yet.

My favourite poetry book

Hello again! I’m sorry it’s been a while, I’ve spent the last month editing and polishing up my final university short story, I may post it on the blog if it’s something anyone would be interested in reading. My posts should go back to being regular from this week on.
Today I wanted to talk about the “Women are some kind of magic” series created by author Amanda Lovelace, I first discovered Amanda’s writing on Instagram and after reading a few poems from her first book “The Princess saves herself in this one” about 18 months ago I just knew I had to go and buy it. I now have all three books from the series and they have all caught my heart in totally different ways, they all have many dogeared pages and I find myself constantly going back to them whenever I’m sad and need picking up as well as constantly recommending them to friends.

I wanted to talk about this series as I bought the last book “The mermaid’s voice returns in this one” in the collection yesterday and wasn’t able to put it down, it has quickly become one of my firm favourites. All of Amanda’s books cover a wide range of topics from Feminism to Abuse, every poem is from the heart and it’s made very clear to the reader that Lovelace really cares about these topics and they are things she wants to raise awareness of. What I love about this series is that it is clearly inspiring, it can help people see that they are not alone in their situations and even validate feelings that they don’t realise other people also go through. These books have helped me on my rainiest of days, making me feel better as well as not alone, they are incredibly empowering and I cannot suggest them highly enough to anyone struggling as they are the perfect pick-me-up. Something i really enjoy about Amanda’s writing is how she writes her poems, that they take all shapes and sizes yet it doesn’t take away from the content of the poem if anything this adds to it, making the reader search a little deeper for the meaning. something else that i adore about her writing is that although it’s simple and straight to the point it’s still incredibly powerful which for me personally is how I prefer poetry to be but she has nailed that line completely.

I won’t go into detail or share any of the poems as I feel that you should go check out Amanda on her social media (links below) because I don’t want to take away any of the magic that comes from sitting down and reading them in their entirety. Every single poem was written is designed to help people and that’s exactly what they do and I have the most utmost respect for Amanda for talking about such hard issues such as sexual assault and child abuse as well as including a trigger warning at the start of the books to help her readers, this isn’t something you see in many books.
I have never been one for writing poetry but Amanda has inspired me to give it a go and I think that everyone who has the chance should go and read this series! If you already have please let me know in the comments below what you thought and share your favourite poems or poets! I would love to talk with you about them and read any of your suggestions.

Thank you for reading and as always, I hope this year is your year!

Amanda’s Social;
Instagram; Ladybookmad
Twitter; @ladybookmad

10 facts about me

I started this blog 4 months ago and I realised that none of you guys actually know much about me, I debated writing a post like this since I started my blog but I didn’t know if anyone would even care enough to read but I really want you guys to know a bit about me!

  1. I am only 4’10” tall. Which makes me the shortest in my family.
  2. I have a twin sister, we are not identical and are polar opposite personality wise. I also have 2 older brothers and an older sister.
  3. Gin is the only alcohol that doesn’t make me weepy. Honestly, I am surprised I have any friends left with the number of nights I have ruined.
  4. I genuinely love Nickelback and country music, I will fight you in the comments on this!
  5. I really want kids one day, it’s the one thing in life that I am 100% certain about.
  6. I am the biggest crybaby, I cry at the drop of a hat especially at shows or movies.
  7. I have 2 cats who I’ve had for 12 years, Toffee and Tess. I honestly don’t know if I could own a cat after these 2.
  8. I talk to myself, and I don’t mean randomly as I’m doing jobs I mean like I do it on buses and at work loud enough for people to hear so I look like a crazy person.
  9. I only have 4 friends, quality over quantity guys. I love my friends more than anyone else.
  10. I used to write plays when I was younger and really wanted to be a playwright until I was about 16.

I really want to get to know you guys better so tell me a bit about yourself in the comments!
Also of you want to get to know me even better than you should follow me on twitter @LucyBuckton and on Instagram @x_the_short_one_x

My January!

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The first month of 2019 is coming to a close and I wanted to reflect on the start of the new year and compare it to some of my previous January’s and see how far I have come. I also wanted to do this as this is the first time I have stuck to my guns on my new year’s resolutions and I’m incredibly proud of what I have achieved so far.

January marks my blog’s 3 month anniversary, since starting the new year I have noticed such an increase in my readers feedback and even gained over 10 new followers (Hello and welcome), this has made me so incredibly happy. I have never been so proud of anything I have started and you guys really make it feel worth it and are giving me all the confidence in the world to carry on what I am doing! This is something I have loved doing since I first started it so thank you for reading and commenting. When I started this blog I really didn’t think anyone would read it or even care about what I have to talk about so thank you again for reading. I love talking to you guys and hearing what you have to say!

Something I am most proud of this year is that I FINALLY did sign up for the gym and go on a diet! Well not so much diet as I am just eating a bit healthier and still treating myself a lot, but all that aside, this has been a really positive change in my life, a change I have been wanting to make for years but never had the confidence to do it because the thought of people seeing me exercise really terrified me. I was dreading the gym as I haven’t done any form of exercise since year 9 PE and I love cheesy chips more than I may love my first born but so far I have stuck to it and I am already starting to see the benefits! I still don’t have a real gym schedule and routine yet but it is something that I am working on getting sorted in the next few weeks. If anyone has any suggestions or ideas for creating a gym schedule I would love to read them and try them out!  I am thinking of writing a blog post on my progress in another month or two so please let me know if that’s something you would like to read about.

This month, for the most part, has just been very relaxing, I handed in all my university assignments and for once don’t feel like I’m drowning, this year I feel confident in what I’m writing and can really see myself getting my degree one day, I have even gone back to thinking about getting my masters one day which is something I was beginning to give up on due to a lack of self-confidence. It has also been spent planning holidays with my best friend and making plans for the best year of our lives! (other the fact that I turn 20 in July and I don’t know who allowed me to be an adult all of a sudden). My friends and I didn’t participate in dry January but we had the best time just sat around talking about everything and nothing together.

Now I know none of this sounds very exciting but this time two years ago I started the new year getting drunk alone in my bedroom, crying over a boy who didn’t even deserve me or my tears (don’t ever do that, it’s a waste of precious energy that could be used for literally anything else.) and on the verge of being kicked out of college. I was on this path of self-destruction with others who were on the same path as me. This time last year I was so badly riddled with anxiety that I was sick every time I left the house, I was failing university and in counselling after antidepressants didn’t work for me, so despite this January may not have been filled with huge adventures but it has been filled with positivity and self-improvement which is something that I could have only wished for in the past. I still have my moments of self-doubt especially with the gym but I am continuing to stay positive and not give up because I have already come such a long way in such a short time.  I just hope the rest of my year continues on this path!

How’s the first month of 2019 been for you guys? Would love to hear how you’ve spent the past month, thank you for reading!


My Top 3 Netflix Series

Just a quick note before I get into the posts; I am going to start posting once every 2 weeks as I feel like this is more realistic for me, so I promise my posting will be 100% more consistent from here on out. Thank you all for reading and commenting on my posts it really makes me feel like I am finding my feet with this and interacting with my readers is an amazing feeling so thank you all again!

Also The artist I Doodle Moole who i mentioned in my last blog post has made my new profile picture so again please so check her out and give her all the love and support in the world! Her handles are;
Twitter: @Doodle_moole
Tumblr; doodlemoole

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I am no stranger to binge-watching TV/Netflix series as much as I can, I am very much one of those people who will immediately find a new series to start as soon as my other one ends so that my life continues to have meaning and I have more reasons to procrastinate, so I thought I would share my top 3 series with you all. Please let me know what your favourites are in the comments or if you watch any of the same ones I do.


  1. Call the Midwife; So if you aren’t from the UK you may have not have heard of this show. It is a period drama set in a post-war London in the 1950’s/1960’s. It is based on the memoirs of real east end midwife Jenny Worth and recounts the many births she saw in her time. The show deals with very difficult storylines such as girls being forced to get backstreet abortions due to the laws, the rampant racism people of the time faced and even talking about those affected by the morning sickness pill known as Thalidomide. BUT it also deals with things such as the contraceptive pill being invented meaning women could take pregnancy into their own hands, Vaccines being created for measles and you also get to see 1000’s of healthy babies being born throughout the many series. Now I know what you are thinking, why do you love this show so much? Well, I love babies. I am the broodiest 19-year-old girl you will ever meet but I also love seeing what life used to be like and how we have evolved as a society over the years, seeing how much tolerance has grown and how much medicine has advanced. So if you enjoy a good period drama this one is definitely for you and is available on Netflix UK.
  2. Grey’s Anatomy; So it was my sister that got me into this A M A Z I N G show. I saw a few episodes as she watched and started getting emotionally invested so I thought I would give it a chance and I am SO happy I did. Grey’s Anatomy is a hospital drama and follows the different lives of the doctors and surgeons working at Seattle Grace Mercy West. The show is currently on its 15th Season and I hope it continues forever because I have no idea what to do if it was to end. Some reasons that this show is one of my favourites is because it so well is written, it has some amazing quotes and can teach the audience some life lessons as they watch. I have never been more emotionally invested in a set of fictional characters as I am to the doctors on this show you really feel like you have gone on this journey with them and find yourself laughing and crying with them along the way.
  3. Haunting of Hill House; If you have not seen this terrifying Netflix original what are you waiting for?! I am a horror lover so when I heard about this series I knew I just had to give it a go and honestly I am going to re-watch it when I finish writing this post! This series took the internet by storm as it followed the Crain family and their journey of living in Hill House and how it affected them in later lives. Its told using a mix of flashbacks and present day which is done so seamlessly that you will never get confused which some series tend to do. This series keeps you on your toes all the way through with its amazing use of background characters and sets, it also uses tasteful jump scares that are well thought out and aren’t constantly used so that the audience feel uneasy and can’t pay attention to what’s happening. I really cannot talk about this show more highly than I do to everyone I know.

Some honourable mentions would be;
The Good Place and Shameless (US) (Yes I am aware that as a British person this is blasphemy of the highest calibre). These two shows are absolutely amazing and are both available to watch on Netflix but they did not make it into my top 3 but this may change as more season become available!

Thank you for reading and please let me know in the comments if you agree with my choices and let me know what your top 3 are and I may check a few out and tell you if I get as invested as you!


Supporting Local Artists

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR! as always I hope 2019 is your best year yet!

I was thinking about when I started this blog and how I have started from nothing and how hard i’m going to have to work for this and it dawned on me, I don’t think enough people don’t realise how difficult it is working or trying to work within the creative industry, you are literally putting your work into the world and praying that people like it, you write, draw and play these things with all of your heart and you just have to cross your fingers and hope you make it. I live by the mentality that even if only my best friend and my dad buy my book that’s two copies sold, or even if only 10 stranger’s buy it that’s 10 stranger’s that believed in me enough to give me a chance and that’s a huge reason you should support local artists in your area because we all have to start somewhere and the smallest audience is still a huge help.

This is one of the reasons that you should support local artists, whether that be your friendly neighbourhood band, artist or writer. Everyone has to start somewhere, so that’s what we do, we work our way up but we cannot do this without support so I’m going to tell you about two local artists in my area that I feel deserve more recognition than they are receiving!

Gentleman’s Brawl is a Leed’s based pop-punk band and who doesn’t love a bit of pop punk? The band is made up of 5 Leeds locals, they recently released their first music video on December 29th and are having their EP launch at the Fenton pub in Leeds on March 9th. I want to talk about this band because I know what you are thinking, all pop-punk sounds the same, that whining about how they want to leave their hometown, well in my opinion Gentleman’s Brawl are more than just revived and recycled pop-punk from the early 2000s, they have their own unique sound that is clear to anybody listening, they are also incredibly dedicated to what they do and how they do it. Their music makes me feel nostalgic as i spent my early teen years doing nothing but listening to pop-punk anthems in my bedroom whilst making sure my eyeliner was as big as possible, their lyrics are unbelievably catchy to the point I sing then whilst I’m at work, they are also unique as they don’t follow all of the stereotypical tropes of a pop-punk song and this is also due to the fact they have range in their songs, for example, Princess Complex (my personal favourite) shows an angry side to them but These Four Walls show them for exactly who they are and their music video reflects this entirely. I can’t wait to see what else they are going to bring to 2019.

Go follow them on Instagram and Facebook and show them all the love!

Insta- @gentlemansbrawluk

Facebook- Gentleman’s Brawl


The second and final artist I want to talk about is a female artist who goes by Doodle Moole, she is a 19-year-old artist from Wakefield. Molly varies in her art style going from watercolour, realism and surrealism. I wanted to talk about Molly because she has recently put her work online and I feel that more people need to see her talent! She has recently been accepted into University to study Comic and Concept art to further expand her talent, but mainly she joined the course as it’s something she is so passionate about as she herself one day would like to be a comic book artist, so she is out there chasing her dream which is beyond empowering as she is showing how important this is to her and what she is willing to do to get it! Molly’s work really is truly unique to her as a person and I love that she doesn’t just stick to one style and shows off what she can do in different areas, going out of her comfort zone which is something a lot of artists find difficult as many of us like to stick to our niche’s and not stray away so for her to do this is something that I really admire. Her art never fails to draw my attention and make me think “how can people do that?!” Again I cannot wait to see what this amazing artist has to bring in 2019!

Go check her out at;

Twitter; @MooleDoodle

Tumblr; doodlemoole

And again go and show her all of the love!

These are my two favourite local artists so please go and check them out as they deserve it so much!